tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9048707299638662322.post6773247700582395074..comments2014-02-04T17:29:48.168-07:00Comments on Hurt - BPD Journals: Is Being Blunt Emotional Abuse?Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10619024289512605207noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9048707299638662322.post-69068969050558513242014-02-04T15:52:30.834-07:002014-02-04T15:52:30.834-07:00a sense if power over them? yes i guess that is so...a sense if power over them? yes i guess that is some of the reason i do it/and to b visible. like she say in fatal attraction; "i will not b ignored!' They can't get away for the moment but they are looking 4 the exit and they will remember u and try 2 avoid u next time. 'All wild deeds live on'~Jackson Browne<br />To control, to get a "rise".by controlling what they hear not caring if it's offensive-is abuse. somehow this knowing is cut off in me at times wen i am triggered. wen i m triggered i m n my fite, flite or freeze mode. no access to the processing pt of my brain, only living inna reactivity. no choices there to be kind to anuther person=just reacting to the ghosts of the past who abused me. (this is a flashback!) then it b-cumz a boundary issue. i get mad, don't care how u feel, just wannu make my point cuz i don't care anymore. fine! if ur already evicted anyway fr where u wannu lay ur bomb it is a form of protest! u can already no u have no friend in that sort of setting.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05344453086143435908noreply@blogger.com