Not so straight

Thinking straight today. Ashamed of what I am. I am ashamed that I am so broken. I am to blame for hurting so many people just by being me. I intend to be a kind person spreading joy and acceptance. Instead I am a mess. A selfish abuser. I am a very bad person. I do and say the most annoying things. People disown me when I talk about my feelings. My thoughts and feelings are unacceptable.