Sunday, May 3, 2015


I feel so badly right now. There is some kind of reaction going on in my body. I'm not sure why. I don't know if it's the new med I am on for "the startles" or hormonal. I am super edgy like my nerves are all on the surface. I feel so badly because I yelled at Devdan tonight. It was awful. He did nothing wrong, really. I just yelled at him with such a mean voice. I guess he was already mad so when I tried to apologize he didn't care. He turned his back on me and when I told him not to, he said, "Why, you did it your whole marriage to Dad! The marriage failed because you didn't communicate!"